Mindus A. Debsin | Qen'liar Daemon

This is a simple page to make more friends from FFXIV and its social spheres!
I became aware of Final Fantasy XIV during the ARR relaunch in 2014. I had no friends to play with, but started by myself on Crystal-Diabolos and Ul'dah as Thaumaturge/Archer -> Black Mage!

Duskwight Elezen is my fantasy personality -- a Dark Elf

When I began Final Fantasy XIV, I chose Diabolos for two reasons: I remember the GF Diabolos from Final Fantasy VIII, and because Diabolos sounded like an FF version of the Spanish word "Diablos." I have since played on Seraph to take advantage of higher XP gains, but quickly came back to Diabolos to rejoin my long-time FC, "Aphyria."I am stubbornly refusing to Fantasia. My character's name began as "Tiberias Lunatique" and later was "Qen'leiar Debsin." I am very pleased with my current "Qen'liar Daemon"!I have considered leaving Aphyria because it feels as if no matter how hard I try to socialize and don't make any obvious social blunders, I am always ignored and my good intentions are not recognized. If I did leave, I would carefully research a receiving FC and make certain I was welcome. I am considering Primal - Leviathan for a new home.

I am a collector of FFXIV books and posters, and not just for the minions.

FFXIV is undeniably fictional. However, I deeply respect what has been made of it and how little it is monetized. I also feel that it is beyond what I could ever create or even fully comprehend.My favorite part is the grandiose story, seemingly culminating in Shadowbringers and Endwalker. I am at level 79 Shadowbringers right now, so I am truly looking forward to finishing ShB and attentively progressing through Endwalker Main Story!I play XIV while listening to Japanese vocale, but am a little disturbed by how overwhelmingly Japanese the administration of this game is when compared to its audience. The credits which recently played at the end of Stormblood shocked I with how little international contributions were part of the game!

I am Mindus Amitiel Debsin, and was born "Steven Jacob Brock-Chiara." I believe in openness.

LONG WALL OF TEXTI am considered disabled because of a diagnosis of paranoid Schizophrenia. My goal was never to be a guy whose only friends were online. I had always dreamed of being a strong and proud man, ignoring the trauma I had lived through and triumphing despite the odds against I.At age 21, my life began falling apart. I was a student at the University of Washington - Seattle, studying Biology and Microbiology. My goal was to use Biological sciences to invest in my own health, longevity, immune system, and intellect. I never told told anyone about my dreams. As I decayed, broke-down, and collapsed, I had not the faintest idea that there was a "safety-net" for people who cannot or are unwilling/cannot work the jobs available to them. I still wonder what I have "traded" in exchange for my monthly benefits.I am a late 30s guy who has become very reticent about my rejection of science and medicine. I have spent months away from electronics, but this "cold-turkey" change was unstable and I didn't replace my electronic addictions with healthier habits.My goals for the next several years are to leave the USA and find friends across and within the Pacific Ocean. I desperately yearn to be free of the USA and her terrifying and overbearing polarizations!I am inspired by my father, Joseph, who I have met only once in my memory. He is a carpenter and has many real-life useful skills. He avoids electronics and is able to survive in the woods and even make his own tools! <3

I am skilled with computers, and know (some) differences between consumer and SMB/Enterprise tech.

I am opposed to closed software and have been progressively interested in FOSS and Linux systems since Debian and Ubuntu became popular. I currently use Bazzite Linux and highly prefer AMD systems. I was lucky to once be gifted an Opteron PC.I highly promote controller usage over KB+M, and am thankful that Square-Enix has one of the best MMO controller interfaces currently feasible.I have a personal WWWebsite located at Debsin.us , and anyone is free to read it. I apologize ahead of time for it being always-outdated.Gasp!: -- I am anti-political and am wise enough to realize that nobody I know of is beyond redemption. I believe in compassion and unity, and the power of Mystery over Fact. God is likely "Sun, Earth, Moon" and my preference has always been for the blinding and trustworthy Celestial body.Thank you for reading!
(Updated August 29th, 2025)

I jumped on PaxWest 2025 (my third time) after reading that Yoshi-P will be attending Friday and Sunday. I am planning on bleached/green hair and an XIV customized hoodie!

I will dedicate myself to doing what it takes to seeing Yoshi-P speak, and desperately want a Selfie with him in the background. I know this may not be possible.I have tickets for both days, and also look forward to seeing the Larian, Supergiant Games, and Atlus displays. I hope to see lots of cosplayers, too!If you see I at PaxWest, please say "Hi!" I will be wearing the sweater below, and will have dyed dark green hair (like my XIV avatar). I will also likely be wearing blackish cargo shorts!